Kevin came over to say goodbye before we left. I hugged him, knowing I would miss him and our time at the cottage. In a July 21, 1997 journal entry, I wrote:

When we returned to Richmond, Virginia, I was left feeling like I wanted more to come of my relationship with Kevin, but eventually I resigned myself to accepting reality: we are 17 years apart in age; I was still a minor; he already had a girlfriend; and we lived five hundred miles apart. At that point, the potential problems with me being a devout Catholic and him not wanting to have anything to do with the Church didn't even occur to me."